I thought i am strong enough
After keep repeating the same thing to myself,
After keep reminding myself with positive words,
After keep building my inner strength as much as i can,
But it's not as easy as i imagine..
If they keep saying to you that you have to keep on being positive,
Tell yourself that you are worthy,
You are special the way you are,
You can be whoever you wanted to be,
Ignore those who didnt appreciate you,
Leave those who troubled you,
At the end,
You will know that it's not as easy as that,
And you will fail, not able to do what you told yourself to,
Not able to be as strong as you imagined yourself would be,
And even not able to stand on your own knees..
And you are alone!
The words, the strength and all the motivations are gone, useless!
And yes, this world is cruel!
Especially towards you, H!
