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you said you are sad,
nobody cares about you,
no one loves you,
everyone keeps blaming you,
judging you,
for everything you've done..
but, i'm still here,
i do care,
even i don't like it so much,
even what you've done hurts me a lot,
i'll always be by your side,
i'll keep saying what is wrong and what is right,
i'll always advise you,
for hundreds and thousands time,
till i die,
but, as long as you want me to.
i know, you're not mature enough,
to make a good decision,
so, don't make one.
i'm always there for you,
you can ask me whenever you want to,
you can ask me for everything,
and insyaAllah i'll try my best to help you.
i know, it's hard to be an 18 year old teenager,
we want everyone to love us,
we want everyone to care about us,
we want to impress everyone,
and we don't think family is enough for us.
i've been through what you've been through,
i've been in your shoes,
literally and metaphorically,
maybe i'll never know whether the shoes hurt you,
or too loose or too tight,
but in the end,
it's your decision which matter the most,
whether you wanna keep it and hurt yourself,
throw it away and find another pair of shoes.
keep in mind,
sometimes, we are too obsessed about that shoes,
until we ignore the consequences of wearing them,
and others who see you walking in that shoes can see better.
when everyone is tired,
when everyone is giving up advising you,
when everyone starts hurting you,
i want you to know that,
i'll always be there,
i'll keep doing what i'm doing,
and i want you to know,
you have Allah too,
and He will never leave you alone,
so, please,
for this one time,
make a wiser decision,
don't follow your immature heart and mind.
decide what is the best for you.
sometimes, what we want is not the best for us.
because we are human,
He knows better,
thus, seek help from Him,
may He guide you through this.
and of course,
i'll help you with the decision,
if you want me to.
cause i love you dear..
a lot!
".......Boleh
jadi sesuatu yang kamu benci itu amat baik untuk kamu dan boleh jadi sesuatu
yang kamu sukai pula amat buruk untuk kamu. Allah Mengetahui sedangkan kamu
tidak mengetahui."
~Al-Baqarah:216~
-for you, another HMM~
i give this to her and finally she said she want to stop it. she want to close that chapter of her life book. i hope she will keep her words, and may Allah guide her all the way and never let her go astray.