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i have about 3 weeks more to work hard,
i've never done something like this before,
and yes, it takes lots of courage to make sure it works..
May Allah bless..
on the other hand, my weakness on dealing with children is getting more obvious,
and yes, after been practicing with my groupmates for the past 3 weeks,
the lecturer still find it "keras" and like i do it half-heartedly,
aaarrggghhh...i know i have to fake it first, before it becomes part of myself,
but it feels awkward to not be yourself..
not because i hate kids, i love them, of course, they are cutest creatures on the earth...
but i just dont know how to be friend with them,
how to talk to them even if they dont respond to you,
it just feel awkward and weird..
especially those with 'the look'..
now, i have more tasks to settle,
everyday, approach 5 kids, and just play with them,
nothing about medicine, just go and play, talk to them..
or else i will end up in the counsellor's office..
haish...
come on kids, lets play with kakak/jiejie/auntie?...
we should have fun here!!
but not to forget, keep gaza in your prayer, as always! and pray for justice for MH17 as well...
p/s: she said i should practice it not just for my paeds rotation but for my future as well..yeah, but it wouldn't be the same if they are my own kids...haih
p/s/s: ramadhan dah nak abes..sobsob..xde perasaan nak sambut raye tahun ni..baju raye n tudung raye pon xde, because my definition of raya is different...
