Whisper Of The Heart

i feel 'something' deep in my heart..
why i have this feeling..
feel like wanting something
but really dont know what is that something..
it is kind of jealousy..
but dont know for what..
n i keep thinking about something..
something in da future...
n then, will feel the same 'something-like-feeling' again..
n my life n thought keep revolving about that something...
something n something again...
n am i very desperate about that something??
i want to get rid of that something feeling..
it makes me feel uneasy, n makes me think all the times..
but again, dont know how to...

what i'm talking about??
what is that something???
sorry, i'm a lil crazy tonite n keep talking nonsense becoz actually dont have any idea to write 'bout anything, but still want to write something....huhuhu

p/s : duk umh skang..bestnye......enjoy my life at home n keep filling my mouth with anything, cant stop myself about that, fulltime eater..hihi