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Alhamdulillah...after a stressful week, finally i'm able to smile again..hihihi. i'm on my way to recover and got my emotions balanced again. thanks to all friends who never stop advising me n motivating me. all of u believe in me, so, why not me??i got the strength and spirit to go on this wonderful life and struggle again to go through the obstacles, opss, opportunities actually..thanks again..i didn't mention about my family and mum because i had never told them about this english thing, my mum worry too much about my bio so i dont want to burden her more with this ielts thingy. sorry mak, i didn't mean to put u aside but u've done so much things for me and i know u have to take care of many other things.....thank u and luv u so much. i tried to be independent because before this, u have to listen to all my problems, even it's not really important. so now i want to do it myself..(actually, no really)
Not to forget, thanx ika, my roomate, because u are willing to be a good listener n can stand seeing me do some weird n crazy things..i was so stressed at that time..and thanx to other friends too...finally, i make up a plan on how i can improve in this very short time, less than a month period...
when it happened to me, i just know to ask, why it is me?what have i done wrong?why? why n why?? but i never realized until last nyte, a verse from al-quran,. suratul Baqarah: 216 "diwajibkan ke atas kamu berperang, padahal tidak menyenangkan bagimu. Tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu , padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu , padahal itu tidak baik bagi kamu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."...Allahul 'alim...so, dont be too depressed...
my plan :-
- do as much essays as i can ( at least once a week)
- speaking with all my friends in english all da time (be confident!!)
- read english materials as much as possible especially academic articles
- jot down new words and try to use them.....
- listen to english songs especially British n Australian accent
but, there is still something that i kept worrying about, do i have enough time to do these all..i have less than a month, how can i??? the worst thing is, my actual IELTS speaking test is on the weekend right after hari raya break..n of course, i'll never practice when i'm at home..owh, maybe i can practice while i'm cooking the rendang (impossible, my mum do the cooking every year..) or i can practice while tidying up n cleaning my house ( did i do that last year???)..ok..i do have plenty of time, it's up to me whether i want it or not....
so......, keep moving forward and never look back...dats all....
Not to forget, thanx ika, my roomate, because u are willing to be a good listener n can stand seeing me do some weird n crazy things..i was so stressed at that time..and thanx to other friends too...finally, i make up a plan on how i can improve in this very short time, less than a month period...
when it happened to me, i just know to ask, why it is me?what have i done wrong?why? why n why?? but i never realized until last nyte, a verse from al-quran,. suratul Baqarah: 216 "diwajibkan ke atas kamu berperang, padahal tidak menyenangkan bagimu. Tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu , padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu , padahal itu tidak baik bagi kamu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."...Allahul 'alim...so, dont be too depressed...
my plan :-
- do as much essays as i can ( at least once a week)
- speaking with all my friends in english all da time (be confident!!)
- read english materials as much as possible especially academic articles
- jot down new words and try to use them.....
- listen to english songs especially British n Australian accent
but, there is still something that i kept worrying about, do i have enough time to do these all..i have less than a month, how can i??? the worst thing is, my actual IELTS speaking test is on the weekend right after hari raya break..n of course, i'll never practice when i'm at home..owh, maybe i can practice while i'm cooking the rendang (impossible, my mum do the cooking every year..) or i can practice while tidying up n cleaning my house ( did i do that last year???)..ok..i do have plenty of time, it's up to me whether i want it or not....
so......, keep moving forward and never look back...dats all....
nk berkenalan dg roomate-ika tu bley???
this is what u should do.
and it really works.inshaAllah
talk to yourself in english.
esp in your head.
australian accent sounds like some drunk people speaking, aite. but we(me and my college friends) used to make fun of the way they speak. and it helped somehow, coz we remember what are they talking about. hope it'll help u as well! :)
thanx a lot..i'll try my best..i hope it can help me in this very last minute..huhu..i think i know who u r..neway, thanx sis...